Its kind of funny how a single person matters so much...
there's so many eyes looking..
and yet you wish he'd look at you too..
the compliments are overwhelming..
but none seems so true..
still, you seek for that single attention..
for that unparalleled appreciation...
it should not weighed much..
but for you it means a lot..
when everybody else recognizes what you do..
sees all the effort you are putting to..
the time you spent to make it work..
and that excitement you feel when he sees your work..
i soon realize they dont really count..
because for him, its just a waste of time.
not even a like..not good enough..
and still i